RadicalFlaw

I always feel like I'm waiting for something to happen. Even though i don't like changes. Not being bored of my daily routine in what i do and how i am. But i kept getting mixed feelings deep inside. Don't know any other way to put it but it seems as though im completing a puzzle, but abandonned it half way through, just to not see the ending of it. Or as though im in the middle of a pool. Being distant and away from anything that matters. But sooner of later i fear i'd drown into my own dilemma. Maybe i just enjoy the process of what i do but not the results. Despite my current state of mind, I'm actually the happiest I've been in